9-4 The overwhelming feeling continued today at work for most of the day. The frustration, guilt and lack of focus was back in full force. I was closer to on time today after getting up earlier than I have been so that is a plus.I took the first dose around 830am and the second around 1pm or so after we had PeiWei for lunch. I didn't eat a whole lot even though I had no snacks during the morning. They forgot our cookies again but I was too busy to even call about it. After lunch I talked to the bosses about the overwhelming feeling. Just comes down to getting more organized. I need to get out from under this mountain of backlog that I have created in order to do that. I need to do actual work in order to do that.

The second dose did not seem to impact me much one way or the other. I just noticed that it did not make things worse. I finally got in a couple of productive hours from 5-7pm and I was already feeling better about the situation.Came home for some sloppy joes that Steph had ready for me and watched a couple of episode of BBT. Came up to play FFXIV for a bit before bed but it is updating after the first scheduled downtime. Hopefully the login problems will be a thing of the past...at least we get another free week out of the deal. Plus the updating gave me the opportunity to jot down these thoughts. Maybe I can make this a habit one way or the other.